Don't Underestimated Stress!!!!!!!!!

Stress is nothing more than a socially acceptable form of mental illness. Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save. There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want. Don't underestimate the value of Doing Nothing, of just going along, listening to all the things you can't hear, and not bothering. Stress is the trash of modern life - we all generate it but if you don't dispose of it properly, it will pile up and overtake your life. Stress is an admission of weakness, a cry of defeat to the world. Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths. *Take a deep breathe and let it out from our mind* pretending that i can!!!!!!!!

False Alarm

After 8 month of delay i thought finally my menses came, who know it's just a false alarm. It make me happy for nothing. Duh~ Today is my first day in school, boring!! The 2nd class was so bored until i almost doze off. By explaining and reading the subject outline itself takes about 1.5 hours, that's hell for me. As i expected, bored semester especially looking around are those unfamiliar faces. Well, today i guess I'm pretty lucky to find a car park, coincidence that a girl was leaving so i parked her place at 2nd floor. Hopefully i manage to find a car park tomorrow morning, class started at 9-10.30 then followed by 5.30-7. I got a news that one of my friend was robbed by a man while having her dinner. OMG, Kuching is so unsafe now. Girls, beware of your handbags hold and hug tightly even though you're eating. I should start holding my bags now, usually i left in on the chair which is dangerous to do so. Anyways, bless you friends!! well said by Chinese "small fortune never go out, big one will never come in"... lolss... Anyways, everyone should be cautious because the trend is back. "ROBBER"!!!!!!!!!

Fight Back To School 6

Holiday is over!!!!!!!!!!!! Times to overcome the laziness and start to be serious since it might be my last semester. Holidays are enticing only for the first week or so. After that, it is no longer such a novelty to rise late and have little to do. How to get rid of the lazy worm that stay in my brain, my mind and my soul during the holidays? *hmmm* I predict it will be a lonely semester for me but still i have to struggle through it. Tomorrow i'm going to clear all the books that had piled up in my room. The room is so messy, all the dust and dirt is getting thicker and thicker. It's been quite a while i dint actually clean up my room. Guess it's the lazy worm fault. q:op Been telling myself that "You learn something every day if you pay attention." I believed that every human has four endowments which are; Self awareness, Conscience, Independent will and Creative imagination. These give us the ultimate human freedom. The power to choose, to respond and to change.

Do I Have The Chance To Continue?

I regretted so much for what i did in the past, i'm trying so hard to mend myself but you seem not giving me the chance and let times prove to you that i had actually changed since the day i turn over a new leaf. All you know is nag*3 and scold*3. Sometimes you make me feel like i have not much time left. What i have gone thru, i sincerely advise to those who is much younger then me, study while you can and do whatever your parent think is right; follow their will and you will led a better life in future. First of all, you wont have to listen or face the furious faces. In my daydream how i wish one day there is a huge fortune ($$) drop in front of me. Then i can bravely stood up and says " NOW I DONT HAVE TO DEPEND ON YOU and most importantly live like what i want"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yu huuuu... Back to reality man. DuHhh ~~~ Sigh... The only things i should focus is to get gud marks for this coming semester. To continue my studies or not, well, will see how things goes this years end. When i think about it i feel real stress/pressure!!! *Argh*

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Month Of August

Good Morning, it's 6.48am Saturday and i'm still awake since yesterday. Going to my comfortable bed soon. 1st day of August, hoping for a brand new month and i will had an abundance of happiness, good news*es and surprices for this month. There are few commitment to be complete and im now crossing my fingers that i can make it! Times for a change, time for a different, time to motivate myself! GO GO C.H.R.I.S you can make it if you work hard. Prove to urself and be proud of ursef. *wink* 1 week holiday left and next monday have to kick my butt to wake up early for class. It will be a lonely semester for me, as all my new friends in this college will b in different classes but in same school. Gonna miss the one who sit beside me.. Yeah... THAT'S YOU!!!!!!!!!! Well, i'm praying hard everthing goes smoothly for this month. *Crossing my finger* By next week i have to start adjusting my times, bed at 11-12pm then wake up at 8am if there is classes at 8.30 (no more breakfast with YOU?) *S.a.d* I hardly can open my eyes now, time to get up and jump to my bed. But i'm still thinking what should i do after i wake up later? It's Saturday definitely i wont want to stay at home because school kick off on Monday, don't wish to waste this Saturday by staying home. I had enough time wasted at home this holiday *Grumbles* Alright, i'll stop here. Have a nice day to those who read this!!!! @_@