Tired

Will take this weekend to relax coz the following week will hv to start revision and prepare for final xm. This is the last semester somehow must pass all, it will be better if pass with flying colour.


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Manicure and Pedicure

Total spending rm 100 for the pedicure and manicure. Regretted so much for the french manicure because i find it doesn't match my toenail color.

*Happy mode*

Today is a spending day. Restock my estee lauder product, change my lens and ........ IPHONE 3gs 16gb white color! Finally i had decided to make a booking and now im waiting impatiently for the iphone to reach my hands. How i wish they call me and say "can you please come and collect your iphone"? WoW HO HO HO.. *slapping* A.W.A.K.E pls!!! hehez.. Now i'll start downloading games and application for *him*. Through out the year 2009, today is the happiest day in year 2009.

Just a Thought

Suddenly recall about past. The combination of 'sweet and bitter' feeling. Human tends to compare past and now, im one of them. If times could restart i will do it better, but it's impossible so we must grab whatever opportunity we have now and future. To be or not to be is up to us to decide. Without realising, people tends to take for granted. Im probably one of them. So, i think i shouldn't be keep complaining. If we think that this is not what we want then put down and slowly walk away, no point keep arguing and discussing since we already been doing all this while. And yet if they cant get the message then no point keep reminding. We shouldn't been over pampered neither we should over pamper someone too. Things have to be fair and square. Don't always take things for granted and hope you are the one who always get the best treatment.

Don't Underestimated Stress!!!!!!!!!

Stress is nothing more than a socially acceptable form of mental illness. Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save. There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want. Don't underestimate the value of Doing Nothing, of just going along, listening to all the things you can't hear, and not bothering. Stress is the trash of modern life - we all generate it but if you don't dispose of it properly, it will pile up and overtake your life. Stress is an admission of weakness, a cry of defeat to the world. Sometimes the most important thing in a whole day is the rest we take between two deep breaths. *Take a deep breathe and let it out from our mind* pretending that i can!!!!!!!!

False Alarm

After 8 month of delay i thought finally my menses came, who know it's just a false alarm. It make me happy for nothing. Duh~ Today is my first day in school, boring!! The 2nd class was so bored until i almost doze off. By explaining and reading the subject outline itself takes about 1.5 hours, that's hell for me. As i expected, bored semester especially looking around are those unfamiliar faces. Well, today i guess I'm pretty lucky to find a car park, coincidence that a girl was leaving so i parked her place at 2nd floor. Hopefully i manage to find a car park tomorrow morning, class started at 9-10.30 then followed by 5.30-7. I got a news that one of my friend was robbed by a man while having her dinner. OMG, Kuching is so unsafe now. Girls, beware of your handbags hold and hug tightly even though you're eating. I should start holding my bags now, usually i left in on the chair which is dangerous to do so. Anyways, bless you friends!! well said by Chinese "small fortune never go out, big one will never come in"... lolss... Anyways, everyone should be cautious because the trend is back. "ROBBER"!!!!!!!!!

Fight Back To School 6

Holiday is over!!!!!!!!!!!! Times to overcome the laziness and start to be serious since it might be my last semester. Holidays are enticing only for the first week or so. After that, it is no longer such a novelty to rise late and have little to do. How to get rid of the lazy worm that stay in my brain, my mind and my soul during the holidays? *hmmm* I predict it will be a lonely semester for me but still i have to struggle through it. Tomorrow i'm going to clear all the books that had piled up in my room. The room is so messy, all the dust and dirt is getting thicker and thicker. It's been quite a while i dint actually clean up my room. Guess it's the lazy worm fault. q:op Been telling myself that "You learn something every day if you pay attention." I believed that every human has four endowments which are; Self awareness, Conscience, Independent will and Creative imagination. These give us the ultimate human freedom. The power to choose, to respond and to change.

Do I Have The Chance To Continue?

I regretted so much for what i did in the past, i'm trying so hard to mend myself but you seem not giving me the chance and let times prove to you that i had actually changed since the day i turn over a new leaf. All you know is nag*3 and scold*3. Sometimes you make me feel like i have not much time left. What i have gone thru, i sincerely advise to those who is much younger then me, study while you can and do whatever your parent think is right; follow their will and you will led a better life in future. First of all, you wont have to listen or face the furious faces. In my daydream how i wish one day there is a huge fortune ($$) drop in front of me. Then i can bravely stood up and says " NOW I DONT HAVE TO DEPEND ON YOU and most importantly live like what i want"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yu huuuu... Back to reality man. DuHhh ~~~ Sigh... The only things i should focus is to get gud marks for this coming semester. To continue my studies or not, well, will see how things goes this years end. When i think about it i feel real stress/pressure!!! *Argh*

Month Of August

Good Morning, it's 6.48am Saturday and i'm still awake since yesterday. Going to my comfortable bed soon. 1st day of August, hoping for a brand new month and i will had an abundance of happiness, good news*es and surprices for this month. There are few commitment to be complete and im now crossing my fingers that i can make it! Times for a change, time for a different, time to motivate myself! GO GO C.H.R.I.S you can make it if you work hard. Prove to urself and be proud of ursef. *wink* 1 week holiday left and next monday have to kick my butt to wake up early for class. It will be a lonely semester for me, as all my new friends in this college will b in different classes but in same school. Gonna miss the one who sit beside me.. Yeah... THAT'S YOU!!!!!!!!!! Well, i'm praying hard everthing goes smoothly for this month. *Crossing my finger* By next week i have to start adjusting my times, bed at 11-12pm then wake up at 8am if there is classes at 8.30 (no more breakfast with YOU?) *S.a.d* I hardly can open my eyes now, time to get up and jump to my bed. But i'm still thinking what should i do after i wake up later? It's Saturday definitely i wont want to stay at home because school kick off on Monday, don't wish to waste this Saturday by staying home. I had enough time wasted at home this holiday *Grumbles* Alright, i'll stop here. Have a nice day to those who read this!!!! @_@

Worst Experience

There again i know something that i wasn't suppose to know. Am asking myself how many times i have to cover for you? Or how many times can i cover it for you? You should be more responsible on what you're doing. This ain't a way to solve your problem, then by letting the problem fall on another person. Do you think it is a right way? Since the day i met you it was the biggest mistake and god are you making fun on me huh? i wanted to admit that fate fall in our hands and now i strongly disagreed. My life seem to be control by you, i have to face what i do not want to face. I have to see wad i don't want to see. And now i have to do something that i don want to do. What is life all about? Hurting each other? Note for you, "You are literally driving me insane"!!!!!

Gorge

I keep gorging myself with foods. It make me more and more bulbous. Probably this is a way to release stress and pressure. When one's get older the more commitment we have to face or deal with. Just done with feet vinegar soaking in order to remove the callous. Feel great and fresh!!

Results

Yeshhhhhhh....... Got my results and passed with credits. Work hard and u'll be paid for it. Looking forward for my last semester to start, 3 subject left. Hopefully can get a better result by years end.. *RAWL* Chris you can do it!!!!!!!!!!!! Sadly, left 2 week holiday and i'm still stuck in Kuching.

Self Console

I had finished up all the durian bought yesterday, full and satisfy. Decided to sit down and write something for this blogs. Well, 17th days had past but things still in the same order. I cant get rid of that matter yet, he had crossed the line!

Do you know that inside every one of these flower lives a flower spirit. They're even smaller than our fingers, on their back they all have a big and transparent pair of beautiful wings. However, one flower spirit looked different from the rest. Its back do not have a pair of beautiful wings, but only a pair of tiny buns an unappealing pair of buns. Other flower spirit laughed at it because of this and said that it's not a flower spirit. They all refused to be its friends. When other flower spirit dance happily in the air, it could only walk on the ground with its two legs. It started running very hard to catch up with the rest. Run.. and run.. until it was so tired that it fainted on the ground. When it woke up, it felt its back hurting very badly, it turned to look and saw a big and beautiful pair of wings. It was so happy. From then on, no one ever laughed at it again. "Am i the flower spirit or just a grass spirit in a big flower garden"? i don know how long i can survive. Sigh~~ Sleep. Get a good night sleep, when you wake up you will see that you've also grown out a pair of colourful wings And you'll feel better! - Self Console!!

Tired But Enjoy

I had been spending few hour just to fix the blogs theme and yet it still look suckening. Wanna had different layout instead of the original blogspot layout but i fail to accomplish the mission. In the end it's still the same layout but different background. All the html code make my head spinning round and round. But it's pretty fun at least there is something for me to do during my school holidays. Toking about holiday, it turn out to be the worst holiday i ever had. Tonnes of things happened and the unpeaceful mind of getting my exam result. Gosh!!! It's torturing.

Beauty Sleep

Times to kick myself to bed. Pray hard life will be better tomorrow. Looking forward for good suprise. It's been a looooong time hoping for a better tomorrow. Signing off....

RIP ~ Missing Your Bark

Name: Wan Chai
Age: 3-4 yrs old
Found: RoadSide
News: Past away last week

Sad

Last few days my emotions are swirling, so much so that I don’t know what to think. It saddens me greatly that someone would take my trust from me and that it most likely is from someone i know. I cannot begin to express the frustration that I feel about this. I’ve also lost a piece of trust I had with him. There’s not much more to say now, except that I’m feeling pretty down. I’ll keep doing my best to keep giving my all every day to fate. It’s really all I can do. Sigh~

Suay Day ~ (Suay = Bad Luck)

Sadly, i actually accidently had a small cut on my finger while washing the newly bought knife just for the sushi. I think this is the very first knife cut i have in my entire life. *Ouch* kind of pain huh?