Thursday, August 6, 2009

Do I Have The Chance To Continue?

I regretted so much for what i did in the past, i'm trying so hard to mend myself but you seem not giving me the chance and let times prove to you that i had actually changed since the day i turn over a new leaf. All you know is nag*3 and scold*3. Sometimes you make me feel like i have not much time left. What i have gone thru, i sincerely advise to those who is much younger then me, study while you can and do whatever your parent think is right; follow their will and you will led a better life in future. First of all, you wont have to listen or face the furious faces. In my daydream how i wish one day there is a huge fortune ($$) drop in front of me. Then i can bravely stood up and says " NOW I DONT HAVE TO DEPEND ON YOU and most importantly live like what i want"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yu huuuu... Back to reality man. DuHhh ~~~ Sigh... The only things i should focus is to get gud marks for this coming semester. To continue my studies or not, well, will see how things goes this years end. When i think about it i feel real stress/pressure!!! *Argh*

2 comments:

Christyn said...

Long time din update anythg at here oledi. Jus read ur BLOG!!dear, i can understand part of ur pro.When we feel stress n pressure, and they still bising-bising over there reli make us feel v fang... but they bising also wan use to wake up n change. Let time prove everythg,cos of got a scar over there is hard to remove it. But if we reli will change, one day they will beleive. Give each other more time.

- mOkiNo - said...

Hope everything goes smoothly this August. Like i say, study until diploma w.o degree i feel rather weird. But if boh pien then i'll go out and work. At least can kuang ming chen da earn $$